you don't want to hear this, but try going at it clean, maybe a little weed sometimes. You are an accident waiting to happen
Actually, Im on break atm and what has worked in your life won't neccessarily work in mine. I hardly even smoke now, I was just after a few ideas on what I should do when I come off break. I know I may seem a little drug enthusiastic but that's the way I am, Im always careful, I can't be anyone but myself and myself is a culmination of experiences leading to this point.