ok man well im going to bed but before i do id like to state this here, you dropped out, im a sophomore in high school now and got a 27 on my act, and you maybe should start regretting dropping out of high school, i will have what they call perhaps a "career", i dont know what you call that down in "dah hood" but oh well. plus dont use drugs to escape man, thatll just end up with some bad shit, instead use them to find your problems and fix them while your emotions are intensified and you have more psychological control, at least if you know how to do it right