You were always my true love. Yet here we are. Or more to the point, here I am. I have finally realized you do not love me. I don't see how that could be. You said you always would be there for me. In sickness and in health. I guess we never mentioned anything about 'in betrayel'. I always thought you would be mine. Until you left. Well, my love, two can play at that game.

I have no reason to go on with my life. It seems pointless when all that I ever wanted just walked out of my door with a different female by his side. It kind of puts love into perspective. Love was the best thing that happened to me, and you took it away with caring about me. Well, fine then. Don't care about me.

I have often wondered what would happen if i took a few too many pills, or cut my wrist too deep. I have even wanted to at some points. Merely fascination, mind you, but i wanted to, nonetheless.

Yet you kept me from trying. You were my sanity. My life, my love. And you left. Well, fine. I have decided to quit playing these games. I have finally acheived control of my mind. You may not think so, but for the first time in my entire life, i truly understand what i am saying and feeling. I will feel no more. The pain of the loss is not worth it. I will be peaceful, and put to rest. And I have you to thank, my love. Sleep well, as I will in eternity.
Trichome Creator Reviewed by Trichome Creator on . Useless Words. Useless Words I'm not breathing and I don't care anymore. Fighting, it has to stop from this point on. To lose me, how destroyed would you be? My final farewells are soon to come you see. My demise is planned, and I will not deviate. Can't hold on any longer, losing grip with reality. Slipping away, faster and faster, to the dark. My life is a waste, I'm nothing, not anymore. Rating: 5