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trust me, there is no end. death will only eliminate your participation in the physical life during these times, your misery wont just magically disappear when you leave your body at death, and in fact it migh tworsen when you become nothing but pure raw emotion and thought.
if i didnt know this, i'd have killed myself long ago, i almost wish i never did know this... but hey, whatever, i say you should do what you can to keep yourself happy... i try to do this myself, but it usually ends up adding to the misery... heh, but that's me, not you, you migh thave a better situation than me, i'd like to think no one is worse off, that thought is depressive unto itself... lol
This is what I know also. Whether or not you believe in GOD, or reincarnation, you have to admit the when someone dies, SOMTHING leaves. And the body begins to deteriorate. right? everyone knows that. So what leaves? I call it my soul, call it whatever you want.
Trust me, taking your own life is a HUGE no-no. Your soul will not be done. And you WILL regret doing it.
If you really want to die, ask for it to happen. Pray for it, and be insane. Skydive, don't wear your seat belt, move to the gulf of mexico for the hurrican season next year. If it is supposed to happen it will. Just so you know, a lot of people have been making the subconcious decision to to "leave", hence all the recent craziness around the world where people are dying in masses. And a lot more will be leaving. Just chill out, get some meds if you have to. It is better than killing yourself.