i'm still here and i guess thats coz i'm fighting the biggest fight i've ever had, living when i want to give up.
it's hard to believe you mean any thing to any one when your sat alone its too late to call anyone and when you dont want to burden them especially not in the middle of the night. its just you and your thoughts and feelings gong round in your head and all you want is to stop it, the only reason i'm still alive is because after taking enough alcohol and anti depressants and pain killers to put myself to sleep (before finishing what i started) i was woken by a police man holding a torch at my face in the early hours my friend called them said he was worried about me,so they came to check.
i was out of it and just told em i was drunk they were happy with that and told me my friend was with them could they let him up seeing the look in his face and knowing that as a cannabis lover and dealer, it must have been bad for him to call the police usually they are to be avoided at all cost.
he see's something in me which at the moment i dont, i'm hoping he is right!
devils dream Reviewed by devils dream on . suicide no doubt by posting this thread i'm gonna get two kinds of responses. the dont do it people, and the hey if thats what you want to do people. but really i just want to know how many of you guys have felt like or tried suicide? i never thought i could even attempt suicide thought i'd never be that depressed or feel so alone but i do, and i have no idea how to get my head out of this black hole, where the only way out seems to be death. Then never again would i have to deal with all the shit Rating: 5