I totally get where your coming from. I have definitly thought about it, tried it, and thought about it some more. I am not a religious freak. But I do now believe that suicide is NOT an option. People die when they are supposed to, whether it is at age 2 or age 102. This is the only reason I don't believe in capitol punishment. Everyone has an opinion, but nobody knows for a fact what happens. You say it will be over for good, but what if it isn't. What if reincarnation does exist, and "giving up" causes you next life to be worse? And what is god does exist, your human brain may not care, but you soul might be very ashamed having to face god after breaking your promise to come here and do whatever it is you were supposed to do here.

Do you have kids? I know some of those other things I said might make you say whatever. But if you have kids, they deserve to have you here.

Just my thought. I can empethize with you though, really.

Eva