suicide

[Jimmicrackedcorn]

Totally agree with ya sistaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar, except on the relationships thing, cuz they can cause about as much distress as they do happiness, and plenty of ppl find happiness in solitude rather than society. Real happiness doesn't exist, you're never gonna be 100% dancing in clouds of euphoria, the problem is ppl believe they have rights, that they mean sumthin, so therefore they should be happy and will fall apart at the smallest upset (cuz why me???!!!). Life aint full of ups and downs its one big fuckin tunnel, that ure bein ushered along tryin to piece together the many events ure perceiving, you can construct them to be good or bad dependin on which way u wanna look at it, the problem comes from takin advice from ppl, listenin too and respecting certain ppl, this fills ure head with all sorts of pre-conceptions(brainwashing, truths u believe are true without puttin to much thought in to why u believe them, or seeing proof), which were formed that long ago that you will rarely question the validity of them, but you know they must be right (think about the 'basics' of morale right and wrong) theres no set way to bein content/happy/to lead a 'constructive' life, find solace in the fact you can do whatever the fuck you want with ure time but the world around you still spins, but you are completely powerless to stopping everything that may cause you distress, so deal with it whichever way ure comfortable with, that includes suicide. I'm not tellin you an answer of any sort, jus statin that life throws a lot of shite at you, and you can hear as many times as you want 'Hey come on its worth it, look at all the good things' but both those ideas are based on opinion, its up to you to get ureself out of the black hole of thoughts, cuz the universe is much like Dr. Denis Leary and his 'Shut the fuck up' method of psychiatry. You can piss and moan all you want, but actually start prying in to the why's? of ure depression, and try and change it, and ure attitude towards that negative area in ure life will also change. Yeh ppl will be there to giv u another point of view, but it will always boil down to ure perception of that event, and this perception is the only one that really matters.

[siSTARindigo]

I should have said relationships, and experiences.

Eva

[manolo]

I feel for your predicament, I belive at one point or another we all hit these lows but if for no other reason suicide should no be an option because of the shitty life it would leave your kid. Think about it, what a shitty cross for a kid to bear and all behind no fault of their own. A mother with issues is way better then a mother who took her own life!
I truly believe that those bad experiences life deals us only make us stronger....In order to make steel it must first be forged in fire. Please continue to fight and remember those buds will pop up tomorrow.

[Stoner Shadow Wolf]

no doubt by posting this thread i'm gonna get two kinds of responses. the dont do it people, and the hey if thats what you want to do people.
but really i just want to know how many of you guys have felt like or tried suicide?
i never thought i could even attempt suicide thought i'd never be that depressed or feel so alone but i do, and i have no idea how to get my head out of this black hole, where the only way out seems to be death. Then never again would i have to deal with all the shit life throws at me, sorry for the deppressing tone of this thread.

trust me, there is no end. death will only eliminate your participation in the physical life during these times, your misery wont just magically disappear when you leave your body at death, and in fact it migh tworsen when you become nothing but pure raw emotion and thought.

if i didnt know this, i'd have killed myself long ago, i almost wish i never did know this... but hey, whatever, i say you should do what you can to keep yourself happy... i try to do this myself, but it usually ends up adding to the misery... heh, but that's me, not you, you migh thave a better situation than me, i'd like to think no one is worse off, that thought is depressive unto itself... lol

[siSTARindigo]

trust me, there is no end. death will only eliminate your participation in the physical life during these times, your misery wont just magically disappear when you leave your body at death, and in fact it migh tworsen when you become nothing but pure raw emotion and thought.

if i didnt know this, i'd have killed myself long ago, i almost wish i never did know this... but hey, whatever, i say you should do what you can to keep yourself happy... i try to do this myself, but it usually ends up adding to the misery... heh, but that's me, not you, you migh thave a better situation than me, i'd like to think no one is worse off, that thought is depressive unto itself... lol

This is what I know also. Whether or not you believe in GOD, or reincarnation, you have to admit the when someone dies, SOMTHING leaves. And the body begins to deteriorate. right? everyone knows that. So what leaves? I call it my soul, call it whatever you want.

Trust me, taking your own life is a HUGE no-no. Your soul will not be done. And you WILL regret doing it.

If you really want to die, ask for it to happen. Pray for it, and be insane. Skydive, don't wear your seat belt, move to the gulf of mexico for the hurrican season next year. If it is supposed to happen it will. Just so you know, a lot of people have been making the subconcious decision to to "leave", hence all the recent craziness around the world where people are dying in masses. And a lot more will be leaving. Just chill out, get some meds if you have to. It is better than killing yourself.

[Smashingdols]

omg thats all so sad! please dont die! not before u have to at least. by ur last post it sounds like u have at least 1 friend who cares about you and if u care about him or her that should be enough to stop you cause they wouldnt want you to hurt urself....yeah so just take it easy and try and be happy

[StOneD.aS.FuK]

trust me, there is no end. death will only eliminate your participation in the physical life during these times, your misery wont just magically disappear when you leave your body at death, and in fact it migh tworsen when you become nothing but pure raw emotion and thought.

wise words.

[Blowen1977Z28]

no doubt by posting this thread i'm gonna get two kinds of responses. the dont do it people, and the hey if thats what you want to do people.
but really i just want to know how many of you guys have felt like or tried suicide?
i never thought i could even attempt suicide thought i'd never be that depressed or feel so alone but i do, and i have no idea how to get my head out of this black hole, where the only way out seems to be death. Then never again would i have to deal with all the shit life throws at me, sorry for the deppressing tone of this thread.

life is only a flash in time.
in a year no one will care anyway.

[intheclouds]

Look, the only real answer that I can give you is, YES I think about suicide every single day, all day. I have a chronic illness and everyday it is a major struggle to keep the pill bottle upright. My own family has actually encouraged this becaue they reallize the level of pain that I suffer from. The words everyone always tels you "hang in there, things will get better." are simply bullshit because they don't understand and they never will. But what I have learned and I strongly believe is that, what we want out of life we must take, we must never give up, we must never lay down, we must never quit. Yes life sucks, yes lonely sucks, yes chronic accute pain sucks. WE MUST NEVER STOP TRYING. Please listen when people tell you, hold your head as high as you can, get out, do something anything, just don't sit and dwell. I wish you only the best, the struggle you fight is not yours alone.

I agree with you. I'm 46 and I have been up and down so many times in my life that I lost count a long time ago. But you know I can smoke some good weed and, Hell it's just all a big game. So I will ride this shit to the end. Check my signature, That say's it all right there!

May you have some good times coming to you soon. :thumbsup:

[hinduking]

What will happen after death????
The samething before you born!!!
"life is an oppertunity to feel the dream"
when you look at everything negatively the dreaM BECOMES hard to live....and you wanna wake-up.......why kill yourself when you can do soo may things.....
Think of your self as a king or an emperor for the poor....the ignorant.....the disturbed...
Life is a journey you will find some dead ends.....dont trumble you can always turn-back and start something new....
yes you have to kill your self ....not your life......reborn again in this life.........