Well, the only problem about telling the doctor I wasn't smoking is that I'm still pretty curious if the Topamax mixed with me smoking was responsible for my leg shaking so badly. IF I were to get off of the pills, it would take a while.... you have to get off of them slowly, or you could have seizures. And migraines.

Now here's another problem. Sounds dumb, but I don't know where to get weed. My sister & niece get it. I don't know if they'd get it for me, because of my past problems. My sister's an addict too, btw. They let me smoke it with them, though. I think once my neice moves in here with me, I'll be able to get it more. But for now, I only get to smoke once in a while. Which sucks, because I love it. It's funny, back in school, I smoked, and never once got high off the stuff. I never had a desire to try it again. Now I love it!!

I'm glad I posted here, too. Thanks for trusting me enough to give me your e-mail. If I have some time tomorrow, I'll e-mail you & let you know what happened tomorrow. Wish me luck!!