I'v been dry from weed for like 3 months (damn, my stupid, fucking cousin)

Anyway, iv been drinking alot recently, and weed HAS saved me from becoming an alcoholic before (when i found out my mum cheated on my dad and she kept trying to kill herself, i was very stressed out and was dry)

Well yeah, iv been dry again, and there's still a pretty "depressing" aroma in my life. And im only 15 and iv been getting drunk every day for a long time now. Anyway, since i can't get hold of any weed right nw (as i said, stupid fucking asshole cousin) Im wondering if anyone could help me, im spirling down, my grade's are going down, teachers say they're worried about me, and i leave school in about may and i WAS gonna go collage and study music, but i hav'nt filled the form in to apply to the collage. So if i dont get in i'll just end up being an alcoholic, 16 year old bum who has no job and no future.

I need some advice. I would'nt like advice from teenagers or anything (no offense). But i want some advice from some responsible adults who could mybe try and steer me in the right direction.
CrAzYpOtHeAd Reviewed by CrAzYpOtHeAd on . Alcohol I'v been dry from weed for like 3 months (damn, my stupid, fucking cousin) Anyway, iv been drinking alot recently, and weed HAS saved me from becoming an alcoholic before (when i found out my mum cheated on my dad and she kept trying to kill herself, i was very stressed out and was dry) Well yeah, iv been dry again, and there's still a pretty "depressing" aroma in my life. And im only 15 and iv been getting drunk every day for a long time now. Anyway, since i can't get hold of any weed Rating: 5