Just go lay on a rail road track and don't light up.
Funny how you want to kill yourself till you smoked a joint and came to your sences?
I hope while your not smoking due to a drug test you don't fall into P.P.D.and kill your kids and or yourself.
But to tell a Dr. that you smoke pot so you don't kill yourself is about the most stupidest thing I ever heard of. I feel sad for you.
My kids are 23,17,13 and I never and I repeat never thought of killing them or myself till I smoked a Joint?
I'll tell you the way it is... I don't like you due to your postings.But I hope for your sake you smoke that joint to save your life and your kids.

You call me a loser? hahahaha Maybe but I see the news and read the paper all the time about people like you.

Its a shame that a joint will stop you from killing yourself and or others due to your problem.And by what I read on yout threads you do have a BIG problem.
But if it makes you feel better to put down others and make your problem go away.Thats good keep it up.
Or take your own advice and seek a 12 step program.

Or Is P.P.D. you way out????
Seek help you need it.
Just wait till you girl grows up.You aint seen nothing yet!
Advance to Reading Rail Road do not pass go do not collect $200 :rasta: