i started smoking weed so i can beat my dick faster, lol, nah jk

hahahhahaa jk,
i started smoking weed cuz my best freind had always said ,"ima get you to smoke weed before this year is over ",, and well, he shot and killed himself that spring break so i wanted to smoke weed just because i wanted to do what he had planned to get me do do, i dont know it sounds stupid , but i miss him