No, I totally get what your saying... I don't beleive God is this one almighty being that created it all... however I do beleive that there are several events and entities we owe our existence to. And I beleive meditation, entheogens, hypnotherapy all play an important role in discovering our true nature. These allow us to explore different levels of the mind... and this (the mind) is where I beleive the answer to ANY question lies.