whats up drew.im the same as you.i get high everychance i can.i work at a hopital and am surrounded by the public as well as doctors and nurses and everybody else.noone knows that im high.i have a 9 year old and an 8 year old and 2 year old and i smoke openly.i have no shame.just cuz someone says its wrong dont make it wrong.when i smoke a bowl in front of my nine year old he dosnt even care.i recently started growing and it is the best.you dont need much.maybe an extra closet or just make a box from plywood.there only plants.on this site if you establish yourself their are good people who will send you thru mail.but i suggest growing.im hooked