standing out on the edge of a building watching the traffic below
smoking a joint and thinking of jumping, life sux, i'm ready to go
below me a crowd slowly gathers around, cop cars and news camera's too
i just cant get out of this pain im in, i dont know what else to do
They tell me depression runs in the family, well that doesnt help me much

dai*ma
daima Reviewed by daima on . HELP:Suicidal thoughts/depression from too much cannabis? I've been smoking weed for a few years and all of my friends have too. My mates all seem fine when we're getting stoned but I tend to dive deep into my mind and think about everything in depth, the harsh realities of the world depress me and I feel as though nobody is really that close to me anymore. These feelings continue when I'm not stoned but they magnify tenfold when I am. I find it hard to enjoy weed the way I could when I started at 14, everything seems less carefree. I'd really Rating: 5