you know what can also be a major factor my friend.

When you just started, you had just started school, you had little to no worries or a lot less then you do now. Before you could pick up a dime or 20 and smoke a little and be merry. You would keep that same care-free no worry mentality and it would make you laugh and keep you uplifted. It was an excitement for you to go thru the ordeal to get high. ie. getting the weed, rolling it or whatever have you, now its like.... routine. You have your weed, you can roll or smoke like its no problem and now its routine. But in the midst of all that,

somewhere you lost your carefree feeling and you don't feel as uplifted as before. Things that used to be amusing to you aren't, and when your high, the feeling has become so normal that your not cracking up. I've been thru what you've gone through before. And you know what, trying getting a different dealer. To be honset with you, I"ve had KB and it wasn't all that. To add to that, theres weed that makes me have bad red eye, theres weed that makes me hungry, theres weed that makes me laugh, make me tired, makes me active, ect... but like they said up there before, try different strains.

and you know what also, sometimes just try and make yourself laugh, dont try and be serious, act like you don't give a fuck and have a good time. good luck bro