No my issue is...the chronic pain causes my mood to constantly change, like I said no family history of mental illness and ive never been depressed in my life up to about half a year ago, when I got the headaches, I used to smoke alot and now I do it occasionally cause instead of the good numb high feeling my tension would feel more severe, its mainly muscle contraction/cerviogenic(sp) headache, causes by bad posture shit.

ive been to psychs a few times because at first i thought it was " all in my head ", cause these headaches are pretty different and the feeling isnt like a fever or migraine deep muscle pain...very confusing but i thought I just somehow developed a anxiety/panic disorder and started getting depression, Im just wondering how smoking some ganja would increase the tension and not relax it, even when Im not in an any kind of altered mental state, cause my headaches have been improving and the anxiety and depression is almost gone compared to what it was this time last year.


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