I so want to try a trip, just once, but I can't find anyone who would watch over me, and/or do it with me for a first time.

But I heard some scary shit, where u can get proper fucked mentally after it, like scary flashbacks an shit after youve taken it.
I dunno, I dont want to get so fucked, that i think a knife, is something else, and accidentally stab myself.

Acid is the cheapest drug, because it can be mass produced, easily and quickly, least thats how it works in the uk, plus apart from weed, its the biggest seller for schoolkids, because its soooo cheap.