Ah, i wish it was summer already and i could go out and walk through the town and lie on small 'hills' (or whatever the word is when, umm, the ground is a bit lifted somewhere) and look at the sky with a few friends and experimenting a few drugs(only natural and relatively safe ones, wont touch shitsnow[coke] or things like that), and trip around a bit. That is the definition of life, and i want such. Too bad i live in such a small place and its hard to even get weed in here(as i constantly complain), and there are no big parties or anything.

Anyway, i went to a big shopping mall(or whatever it is), and right now they were out of all kinds of flower seeds. Fucking shit, because i want them now(or rather some weed, because i want to experience a bit more with it, have done it so little), and i hope that the flower shops have some.