I don't know if it fits, but it felt good to say

[ScarlettCrush]

Losing my Luggage


I wish I knew the right thing to say. Some magical combination of words and ideas that would convince you
but words escape me, flying away from me like so many things do. pretend eloquence

I see it now, though it took an earthquake to shake it off me. I've had some mean people in my life. I will not let those people ruin me. Those horrid, small people will not cause me to wreck those who actually do care about me. I will not stand in the shadow of that bullshit anymore, you have no power over me.
fuck you for abandoning me
fuck you for treating me like shit
fuck you for that false sense of security
fuck you for cheating on me
fuck you for talking smack behind my back
fuck you for smiling to my face after you did it
fuck you for lying to me
fuck you for ignoring me
fuck you for using me
fuck you for insulting me to my face
fuck you for telling me you did it for my own good
fuck you for manipulating me
fuck you for betraying me
fuck you for not caring about me
fuck you for telling me that you did

fuck you, fuck you up your stupid asses, you are the ones who are the ball lickers!

fuck all that noise, I don't need it, I'm not holding onto it any more. So you take that evil back, suck it in deep and savor the karma. You have no power over me.

ScarlettCrush Reviewed by ScarlettCrush on 12-12-2005. I don't know if it fits, but it felt good to say Losing my Luggage I wish I knew the right thing to say. Some magical combination of words and ideas that would convince you but words escape me, flying away from me like so many things do. pretend eloquence I see it now, though it took an earthquake to shake it off me. I've had some mean people in my life. I will not let those people ruin me. Those horrid, small people will not cause me to wreck those who actually do care about me. I will not stand in the shadow of that bullshit Rating: 5

[Harvesthetic]

I'm a little afraid to answer but ScarlettCrush? You're not alone...

[ScarlettCrush]

it is nice to lose your baggage sometimes

[ADaisyChain]

Your luggage is like, way angry. There are a lot a people out their who unconciously dedicate themselves to being a valid person and then fucking up hard. All there is to do is steer clear of em, or if you mess up and don't, to vent on how much of a loathesome scumbag they are.

sorry for whatever event spawned this thread. I hope things get much better, but with the way you talk, I think they will. You sound like a person who grays out the pictures and pushes them away in favor of new prettier ones.

[ScarlettCrush]

it was spawned by my own actions and how so many things I do and think have been shadowed by people who have affected me negatively. I want to live without that taint to me, without fear that someone else will treat me like that. I want to take my power back from those people, and I did.

this is an old something from one of my journals, I'm not angry.

You are right, when bad things happen to me, I forget them on purpose and try to put it behind me.

[opiuser]

[QUOTE=ScarlettCrush]I wish I knew the right thing to say. Some magical combination of words and ideas that would convince you
but words escape me, flying away from me like so many things do. pretend eloquence
QUOTE]

that is fucking awesome. should be a line in a movie... or a song

[UnViaje]

long as you got it off ur chest