Quote Originally Posted by calve
I myself have been experiencing depression for about 2 years now and I'm only 19 years old. My question is, I havent been diagonised by doctor but I feel I should be the one who knows my own body better then anyone else. I know im suffering depression but at the same time I feel i need to waste my time telling doctors about my life for him to tell me im depressed, thus I smoke lots of MJ to help this "undiagnosed" problem. Is anyone else travellling the same road...?

iver had depression for 5 years now (im 17) n its gettin worse. now my pars are starting to think somethings up. i feel i should go see a doctor, but havent really had the courage to walk down the road and make an appointment. n i wouldnt b comfortable telling a complete stranger all my problems, then having to pay for it. dont know why that fuckin god dickhead didnt make me normal. i shouldnt have to take drugs to feel normal. it sucks. but i hav no choice.