Yeah just about everyone gets depressed at some point in their life, some people attempt suicide, it's just one of life's things. I went through this cycle, and I may be back there again. It may be considered selfish, etc. but the fact remains that people usually do it because they feel there will be less pain after the fact. I don't think suicide is a good answer, but I feel like people that have taken this particular fork in the road in the past have probably had some sort of mental illness, so therefore I don't consider them stupid or pussies.

One thing that always made me think twice was my little sister who is 13 years younger than I am. She's 12 right now and since she's been able to talk she's been bragging about her big brother. I could never ruin her life by taking mine. Not everyone is like me however, and if you're reading this and are thinking about killing yourself, you shouldn't.