says kronikdaze 11 days later. lol

yeah, i just saw her last weekend and things are improving. I was focusing way too much on the "I'm having sex with someone I'm attracted to" factor. Now I sort of just try to disassociate from the situation. I lasted through half a cd when I was in town, so 30 minutes or so. I just have to tune out. Not think so hard about the now and just let my mind float or whatever.