So why do you pretend you believe in God, if you are, as you admit, really an agnostic?
You have to read what I write not what you want to see. I said I accept the POSSIBILITY. I know it could be but I choose to not believe it. Stop twisting my words.

Faith in God certainly does hurt. Say, for example, I believe in God, and I am diagnosed with cancer. I believe God is a pretty decent guy, and I believe he is all-powerful, so I believe that if I ask him nicely he'll cure my cancer. No need to go to that doctor guy. I can just pray my illness away.

Or say I'm addicted to alcohol, and I believe in God. I join Alcoholics Anonymous, which tells me I need to ask God to get rid of my alcoholism for me. Since there is no God, but I think there is and expect him to fix my problems for me, I keep drinking. Now there are other, non-religious organizations out there which help people overcome alcoholism by encouraging them to take control of their own lives, and they've been quite successful, but AA has no better recovery rate than just trying to quit on your own (5%).

Or say a loved one close to me has died, and I believe in God. So I believe my loved one isn't really dead, but actually living in some afterlife parallel universe or something. I go to a psychic like John Edward to have him "talk" to my dead loved one for me. He does his little talking-to-the-dead trick and pisses all over the precious memories I had with some made up general statements of condolence that I think actually came from beyond the grave.
Most of this has nothing to do with my beliefs so why are you ranting them to me. Try to keep on my beliefs when you try to disprove them.

That's what "God" means. "God" = "totalitarian dictator of the universe". He created it, he is responsible for everything inside it, and has absolute control over everything. Nothing would exist without him, therefore everything happens only because he lets it happen and makes it happen. Explain how that is any different from being the totalitarian dictator of the universe.
God means many things to people. My mother sees God as a place in mind, my aunt sees God as a hope. God has no true meaning as your putting it.

And as for the "I never once told you anything like that. Please point out where I did? Do not push what others say to you as make it seem like I said it." I was refering to bowing down to God. I never said bow down to my lord or anything like that.