actually (for me) its about a character i made up for a screenplay i'm writing. he's a schitzo, suicidal, drug addict that has spent most of his life on medications to take away his dilliousions.

"you only love me when i'm sick" in the song version starts off the chorus. refering to being sick as time spent off of his meds. his dillousions of people being around him, and loving him.

the rest i've pretty much explained except for the last verse.
"all these pills..."
he's talking about not wanting to continue with the med's because he grew attatched to his dilliousions. he misses them.

but i welcome personal feelings about my writings and enjoy hearing peoples takes. it is complete... i just didn't know if anyone would want to know the original synopsis.