This sort of thing happens to a lot of people, definitely including myself. You just have to say fuck it though, because chances are people aren't even noticing too much that you're gone, and not because they don't give a fuck but because it's something that people don't usually notice as much. Sometimes someone may notice and mention something and maybe everyone else will say, yeah you're right and then realize it but not usually.

If you thought that these people were your online friends, then maybe that's because they are. If when you're here they make you feel like they're friends then they must be nice to ya.

I used to get pissed about things like that. I'd be like fuck them all, no one even cares that I'm here blah blah blah. When it comes down to it, a lot of people will care if you leave, but at the same time, you have to realize that if anyone leaves a forum even forever, people have better things to do here than to get caught up in someone leaving. It happens all the time, and some people rarely get to come.

Bottom line, don't worry about it so much. Get high and just have fun while you are here!!!