Noa, life is fucking wierd anyway, scobbie mite av been a heavy drug user for 25 year plus, but that don't mean he knows anything about whats really goin on in the universe. Not one man, not even the most intelligent in the world know for certain what the fuck is goin on, look at Einstein, and even more so Quantum Mechanics, a system that is completely dependent on a series of guessed equations such as the Schrodinger, and Heisenbergs Uncertainty principle, which basically states that you have no idea of the exact location of a particle until it hits something, before then a solid particle behaves in a wavelike manner and its position, a cloud of probable locations, which mysteriously collapses down. And this aint a stoned rambling this is 1000's of years of research, and this is the best thinking (sane) minds on the planet honestly believing this, with good evidence to support the claims, so much so that this appears to be the only answer. If that doesn't fit an average mans bill of what insanity is I don't kno what does, jus take it as it is, is it so 'unpleasant' that you don't want it no more then stop smoking, if you can suck up the wierd bits of the experience because it gets outweighed by the effect ganja gives then keep smoking, but such questions as am I loosing my mind have no ground. Just flick through some symptoms of schizophrenia, psychotic episodes etc. and they are bullshit, prognosis clouded over in sophistocated language pointing to words (such as derealisation) that points to a definition which when broken down makes no sense whatsoever, something as ridiculous as a lack of desire to interact with other people deamed as a symptom (or you can't count backwards from 69 subtracting 7 at a time??!!!). This a gr8 testament to a complete lack of understanding of not only what the fuck a human is, but what its floating around in/on. Derealisation is also another 'symptom' of schizophrenia and the like (an ailment that all doctors conflict on the exact neurological/physiological mechanism of the disorder), and its given the definition of a feeling of not being 'real'. But what did you think was real in the first place? cause I certainly didn't think particles zooming around was responsible for the formation of everything in the universe. The fact that you only really believe what you see, but you only see in visible light and know for a fact that there are other forms of radiation 'invisible' to the naked eye, so even if you don't believe in the scientific shit, jus think of that one statement (which you have to cuz we've all seen an x-ray, or felt the heat from fire) and try and put an answer to it that doesn't make you think very abstractly, borderline insane. Point is no1 has a clue whats goin on, so when you say its wierd, wierd in relation to what?