CALLING ALL SANTAS!

[Trichome Creator]

Yeah, part of me did but the other part of me wonders where the faith went in people. What happened to the fundamental reality that we are all brethren and should treat each other as such?
Its depressing to see that people can be jaded so easily.
I refuse to live in that world. I like mine better

Anyhow, how are ya tonight bro?

I'm doing okay other than the headaches. Have to dim my brightness on the screen. Some people were telling me to look for local help which I did over a month ago. I called eight churches asking for help for my kids and not one of them ever called back. Through this crisis I have found out that an ordinary person can make more of a difference in someone elses life than an orginization who says they help people in trobule.

[FunkyMonkey]

I suffer from severe migraines so I feel ya about the headaches. I have found that a good heavy stone is the only thing that ever helps in any way. It takes the edge off long enough to chill out my mood, raise my spirits,and give me some rest. Nothing takes it away but it makes it more manageable. I hope you get your hands on some soon.

Shitty you have hit dead ends and bumps in the road looking for local help.
I wouldnt even know where to steer you in the US. Do you have united way? If you do maybe a call to them can yield some referrals. They know of every service agency out there. Apparently though, many places have cut off dates for christmas assistance since they can only provide help to a certain number of families. If you were in Canada I would know of some places but that doesnt help you much though.

Oh, and no problem about the email offer. Just doing what is within my realm.
I wish i could do more. Its frustrating seeing a family struggle when so many others prosper. Sometimes shitty things happen to good people. I hope you can take some comfort in knowing everything happens for a reason and even if its not visible now, it will be revealed eventually.
( well thats what iIm telling myself anyhow hehe)

Well Im out for the night.
Take care man. Youre in my thoughts.

[Trichome Creator]

Well I'm going for my MRI and sleep deprived EGG tomorrow. Wish me luck guys. Thanks.

[420purplehaze420]

if i personally new you i would hook you up with some bud in a second....as for money....i dont have any, but good luck with all your mishaps man i know what insomnia can do to a guy, went down that road myself....

theres no doubt in my mind that this guy is for real, who would go through all the trouble to make up a storey that long and with that much content in the hopes that someone would feel sorry for him and start a charity for him?.....use common sense people

[FunkyMonkey]

Well I'm going for my MRI and sleep deprived EGG tomorrow. Wish me luck guys. Thanks.

I hope they are able to pinpoint a problem and you can move on from symptom treatment to treating the underlying problem and start the road to recovery.
Be sure to let us know the results when you get them.
Take care man.
peace. :thumbsup:

[FunkyMonkey]

HoHoHo. (bump)

[Trichome Creator]

Well I'm going for my MRI and sleep deprived EGG tomorrow. Wish me luck guys. Thanks.

Well I got all of the tests completed today. I really enjoyed being in the MRI tube for over 30 minutes listening to whooshing sounds. Not. Well I should have the results back tomorrow. See you all later I'm really tired.

[Trichome Creator]

Alright I got the test results back this morning by phones and my ER doctor's suspicions were correct. I have multiple ruptured blood vessels in my cerebellum which is technically known as an aneurism or a cerebral hemorrhage. He further states that from such an injury I am most lucky to be alive or functioning but I need to seriously keep an eye on it. As for correcting the problem they tell me the only way to do so is time because any type of surgery would just cause more problems than it would fix. Plus I don't want my head cut open. I don't want you all to think I'm mentally retarded or a vegtable (excuse the blunt words) but I don't feel I ever lost any intelligence it's just that I am having odd mood swings, depression and random feelings of hostility. I never used to be hostile. I was always that laid back guy and now at moments I act like a blood thirsty marine. Anyways if someone had to get seriously injured in that wreck I'm glad it was me instead of the rest of my family. Those with kids know what I mean. If someone told me I had to die in order for my children to live I would'nt think twice about it. I love you all and thank you for your prayers and warm wishes.

[Psycho4Bud]

Best of luck to ya bro!!!

[dirty raider]

Hey man, mail me.

I don't mind sending over a few quid or something, I have to spend my student loan on something and this seems alot better than going to the pub.

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