Trichome..I just read your words about how your life is....it reminded me of how good I DO have it even going without my buds sometimes. I hope you read this reply and contact me because I can help you with a decent work car & money..I am very blessed in that regard....not rich at all but very blessed. I didn't give any money to the Hurricane victims because I just didn't think the most needy would receive any of it sooo...you could help me atone for that if I was wrong....man that is just bad!! You know I could really cry right now thinking about your kids not having anything for Christmas so please contact me..or if you would or if it is possible have your wife to do it since I am a woman and would not want to cause you ANY problems in that area..this is a sincere offer so please recognize. God always puts others in our paths when we need him the most..he does for me and he will for you You just need a few helping hands & just remember..when you do get on those feet good again and YOUR blessed...give back..always Your strong..just hold your head up & keep going..it WILL get better. Hope to hear from you soon.