Yeah I had plenty of time to write that for the 16 hours during which I was alone wondering if my wife and kids were going to come back home to me. Actually writing that helped me see everything in a different perspective. It made me stop taking everything for granted and made me realize how lucky we are to be alive. My major obstacles now are paying bills, christmas, job, vehicle and certainly better pain managment. Let me tell you taking percocets in the long run turns you into a wreck. I'm sure I'm not addicted because I love cannabis more than any other pain medication but maybe I am addicted because the moment I stop taking them my pain comes back really hard. So I'm sort of stuck taking them.