yes ,i believe now there is not a one reason to hate our force that protects us ,for me i am protected by dr,s and god and even the police,like i stated before ,they have been here due to family members,just i can finally close a chapter in my life where i hate the cops cuz of my past life,they are here to protect and serve,even with me and my weed,they will always protect me from now on,once again i thank god and all else that has helped me in my journys through life.because i will say when i was a kid i was a troublemaker that never got cought,then the wrongfull conviction changed my life forever!!!i am still learning about real life as the days go on.i realy do not wish anyone should have to go through what i have in all i have done!!!but if anyone has,well then i believe they will live forever in our bodys and mind and soul and spirit.life is how i make it,pretty darn hard