hanging yourself while high?

[Openmind559]

Would this still be painful? Um also well this be the best way to commit suicide because my brother who was 17 died like this but was not high. I'm just getting to the point where I want to do it and I want to know your thoughts on this. I mean really high like mad high.

Openmind559 Reviewed by Openmind559 on 11-29-2005. hanging yourself while high? Would this still be painful? Um also well this be the best way to commit suicide because my brother who was 17 died like this but was not high. I'm just getting to the point where I want to do it and I want to know your thoughts on this. I mean really high like mad high. :( :confused: :o Rating: 5

[endo..jay]

hey man you are never getting to where you want to end you life i mean come on how old are you? cuz you cant think of this time as the best years of your life especially if they suck..you cant focus on the negitve but focus on the positive aspects of your life no matter how bad it is there is always something good

[mrdevious]

Tell us what's making you want to kill yourself, maybe an outside perspective could see a solution. believe me, there are things you haven't considered.

[Openmind559]

Just B.S man. I have talked to my sister about it. So she was like whatever it's your life and you guys. But like I said B.S everyday bad days and the same shit over and over so boring like some kind of cycle. I wonder why am I here? Why? Whats the reason to live? We all die one day. I hate getting up in the morning and going and start my life I just would be much more happy asleep for life or whatever happends. I wanted to ask also how much do you think caskets and the whole price of a funeral etc. are when I do die cuz I have been saveing money. I work at a supermarket and I have saved about $500.00. Man I have sold almost everything my moms keeps triping out and yea but I need to help out before I leave. I'm sixteen I hate looking at my little baby brothers 1 is 1 and one is 3 months it makes me want to cry everytime so then I just go to my room and do so. Anyways i'm really serious..

[sugarmagnolia]

u'd prob still have pain, though I could imagine the anticipation is the painful part.

don't hurt yourself. if u can't have fun living then devote your life to bringing happiness to others. instead of bringing pain to ur family and anyone close you can spread whatever happiness you can create to the world.

[mrdevious]

Just B.S man. I have talked to my sister about it. So she was like whatever it's your life and you guys. But like I said B.S everyday bad days and the same shit over and over so boring like some kind of cycle. I wonder why am I here? Why? Whats the reason to live? We all die one day. I hate getting up in the morning and going and start my life I just would be much more happy asleep for life or whatever happends. I wanted to ask also how much do you think caskets and the whole price of a funeral etc. are when I do die cuz I have been saveing money. I work at a supermarket and I have saved about $500.00. Man I have sold almost everything my moms keeps triping out and yea but I need to help out before I leave. I'm sixteen I hate looking at my little baby brothers 1 is 1 and one is 3 months it makes me want to cry everytime so then I just go to my room and do so. Anyways i'm really serious..

well man I know you're pretty set on it, and while I can offer my help I'm not gonna give you the old cliche's about life being worth living and such. rather, I think we should analyse this from a more objective and wide-spectrumed view. I'm 20 years old right now, and I definately want to live, but from ages 14-17 I contemplated suicide constantly. even from 18-19 I had the odd thoughts. not because I couldnt' take the suffering so much (and I think many people wouldn't have been able to), I just started to think there wasn't really any reason to push on.

I know what it's like, it feels like every day is the same shit and every time you wake up you just have to face it again. you try, you push, you hope and hope for the better future, but it never comes. But, and here's why I never went through with it, I eventually realized there is much more to it all, but in your present state it's near impossible to see it.

first of all let me tell you that it makes a big difference when you get out of high school and grow up, stop living as a kid, stop living under oppression. and whether or not it's a justifiable evil, all the limits set to you by society, parents, family, respect for you, are a form of oppression. when you grow up, move out, and explore yourself further you will discover that there's something to life more than you could contemplate before. There is a way out of such a miserable existence, but don't expect to be able to see it now.

Now personally, I found buddhism and it changed my life. I may have my off days/moments, but I'm making progress every day in my mental and physical developement. please keep in mind these aren't the words of a religious fundamentalist pushing the truth of his lord. I learned that buddhism isn't really a religion as it's classified, but a philosophy that proves true more and more as you study and practice it more deeply. There is no worship, there is no promise of heaven or hell, no punishment or reward (though western society misconstrues the concept of karma as such). The study of this philosophy enables you to see the true nature of reality in remarkable clarity, perfect clarity should one attain enlightenment. The entire basis for it is the complete and utter end of all suffering.
The four noble truths analyse the causes of suffering much as a physician would a disease.

1. The defining characteristic of life is suffering. (Identification of symptoms)
2. There is a cause of suffering. that being craving, clining, ignorance, and aversion (identification of cause) Note: this becomes much more clear through study.
3. There is a way towards the total ceasation of suffering. the extinction of craving, attachment, ignorance, and aversion. (identification of needed remedy)
4. The way to achieve this is through the eightfold noble path. the path itself is only the root, such as "right understanding" or "right awareness". each of the eight factors has a deep explanation on accomplishing them in themselves. (method of treatment)

I don't expect you to accept this at face value, but at least consider that there is an achievable state of being the likes of which you never knew existed, and it is by no means out of reach. every day of practice and study towards understanding brings inmeasurable rewards. at first you will feel that you need to make sacrifice, but soon enough will realize that nothing has been sacrificed and everything gained. and after all, everything is sacrificed in death, so you really have nothing to lose.

if you need to talk, please feel free to e-mail me [email protected]

[opiuser]

dude... find some poon.

either that, or trip some acid... you'll come out a changed person.

actually. Do some 21x salvia. as much as it takes to get you thrown into another world. you will be thankful to see the sky, you'll be thankful just to breathe

[Stoner Shadow Wolf]

i'd just like to point out to all you fucktards who are all "oooh dont kill yourself! it cant be that bad!"


EASY AS FUCKING PIE FOR YOU TO SAY!!!


how many of us are there who actually have absolutely NO positive aspects in our lives? not many, yes, but GOD FUCKING DAMNIT let us die!


i am the role model for suicide, yet i am still alive... honnest to GOD i SHOULD have killed myself 9 GOD FUCKING DAMNED years ago, but i didnt, because im stupid, and because of this SAME stupidity, i CONTINUE not to kill myself, because i HOPE TO GOD YOU'RE RIGHT!

i hope that things will change, i hope hat something might start working out


BUT IT NEVER DOES!!!



why do i have to keep living???


because if i die, it will destroy the lives of people dear to me, and i cannot be the cause for such negativity.




FUCK YOU WORLD, YOU'RE A GOD DAMNED PIECE OF SHIT!

[Sinsemilla Jones]

Even Shakespeare thought about offing himself...

Tis a consumation devoutly to be wished....

...But what dreams may come when we have shuffled off this mortal coil, must give us pause.

And that is the fucking rub.

The idea that death might not end the pain.

Indeed, it might intensify it. To see the suffering your death causes.

And you'll probably just have to come back to this ball of shit to learn what you came here to learn to begin with.

Smoking pot probably won't give you the courage to bite the big one, but it might give you the perspective to not want to be dead.

It has for me. I started wanting to die around 15, but I've made it to 44, and I'm glad I did. Reading helps, too. Hobbies. And if you have to stay stoned, it's better than suicide. I'd say 20 years of staying stoned has been better than death. If pot doesn't work, some folks swear by their SSRI or Tricyclate, which are probably better than suicide as well.

Not that life will get any better, but time starts speeding up, you realize death will come soon enough, and things start to seem not so bad.

If life is eternal, you came here for some reason.

And if there is an eternity of nothingness waiting, what's the big hurry anyway?

I just try my best to make life less painful for myself and others.
And sometimes life can actually be a lot of fun.

[CocaCola]

You need a brain enema. Do some Salvia, like the other guy said...