Just B.S man. I have talked to my sister about it. So she was like whatever it's your life and you guys. But like I said B.S everyday bad days and the same shit over and over so boring like some kind of cycle. I wonder why am I here? Why? Whats the reason to live? We all die one day. I hate getting up in the morning and going and start my life I just would be much more happy asleep for life or whatever happends. I wanted to ask also how much do you think caskets and the whole price of a funeral etc. are when I do die cuz I have been saveing money. I work at a supermarket and I have saved about $500.00. Man I have sold almost everything my moms keeps triping out and yea but I need to help out before I leave. I'm sixteen I hate looking at my little baby brothers 1 is 1 and one is 3 months it makes me want to cry everytime so then I just go to my room and do so. Anyways i'm really serious..