Attention everyone. Urgent.

[blastfast]

Caruso, what exactly makes you think that the whole world gives a shit? I don't think that public internet forums are a good place to seek pity, cuz lets face it, you're feeling a bit low, coming on here and announcing your problems, people like you lose track of perspective...you may think you wanting to kill yourself is a big deal, but believe me it's not. If, on that night, you'd just killed yourself, the world wouldn't have stopped for a whole day and mourned in pity...just like it doesn't when everyone else in the world has a problem they've gotta face. suck it up!

blastfast Reviewed by blastfast on 11-26-2005. Attention everyone. Urgent. Hello everyone. I have to tell everyone something. I'm about to write a letter to everyone here and post it as soon as I'm done. I don't know how long it will take to write it. Here's the Cliff's Notes version for now though. I wanted to kill myself last night and almost did. I got help. I'm as close to fine as I can be right now. Don't worry about me. My best friend is with me. The full story of who, what, when, where, why, and how everything happened is coming as soon as I'm done Rating: 5

[BlueCat00]

Gee Caruso your bouncy little turtle man looks so happy.....

it can't possibly be that bad....

here's a funny joke.....

Jimmy received a parrot for Christmas. The parrot was fully grown, with a very bad attitude and worse vocabulary.

Every other word was an expletive; those that weren't expletives were, to say the least, rude. Jimmy tried to change the bird's attitude by constantly saying polite words, playing soft music... anything he could think of. Nothing worked.

He yelled at the bird, and the bird got worse. He shook the bird, and the bird got madder and more rude.

Finally, in a moment of desperation, Jimmy put the parrot in the freezer. For a few moments he heard the bird swearing, squawking, kicking and screaming and then, suddenly, there was absolute quiet.

Jimmy was frightened that he might have actually hurt the bird, and quickly opened the freezer door.

The parrot calmly stepped out onto Jimmy's extended arm and said, "I'm sorry that I offended you with my language and my actions, and I ask your forgiveness. I will endeavor to correct my behavior".

Jimmy was astounded at the changes in the bird's attitude and was about to ask what had changed him, when the parrot continued, "May I ask what the Chicken did?"

[Garden Knowm]

BLUE CAT!!

that is funny!!!

i love you

[BlueCat00]

Really? well looking at your avatar I love you too....lol

[420purplehaze420]

lets see this full version man i find it interesting to see what can possibly happen to make people pussy out of life in the form of suicide, came damn close my self, depression, anxiety and all that shitty stuff, wouldnt dream of it now

[lateralus]

Really? well looking at your avatar I love you too....lol

Do you love him, or who he wants to be? :rasta:

[Garden Knowm]

lateralus...


you want some of this?

[Trichome Creator]

lateralus...


you want some of this?

LOL!!! :dance:

[FunkyMonkey]

caruso,
I have been there, and beyond. I have been desperate. I have been empty.
I have felt the void inside. I have been consumed by my own shadows.
Slowly I surfaced, and eventually, I awoke.
I left it behind. But I clearly remember those desperate moments, the bugs in my head scratching, the emptiness, the sensation of detatchment, and the fleeting comfort that the word 'suicide' brought.

I can remember it in my mind, but my heart has forgotten.

The pain that I thought would never end at some point faded into nothingness.
It amazes me that I have grown from immesurable suffering to a strong, determined man who can face anything life has in store.
With the support of friends and family and a little faith I changed my path. Now I look back and see how wrong I was about life in those desperate times.
I can share with you what I learned and how it helped me.
Feel free to email me anytime. I offer you my insight and to share a little about my own dark times and what I did to grow from it ,with the hopes even a scrap of it can help you in some way. Dont worry I wont preach religeon or try to get you to join my cult.
sage_wisdom(at)hushmail(dot)com


Keep your friend near.
peace.

[lateralus]

lateralus...


you want some of this?

Bring it on, tons of fun!