KEEP SMOKING!!! i had these my first month or so it feels like your not you and its scary you get used to it and soon enough you love it. Best advice I can give you is find a few CLOSE friends and chill somewhere where you won't get caught just talk it up and have some fun. If your not having fun don't smoke its a recreational thing if you don't enjoy it stop i used to be getting the same highs as you and it felt bad but once you understand the high its fun level increases by 10! Also doing things helps you feel better i always like to walk around or go to subway mmmmmmm..... subway.... but playing an online video game is cool too talking to people makes my high so much better, where do you live/how old are you? Have fun and if you don't like it STOP!