i am so pissed, i could have eaten at my freind's place. He invited me cause it's just him and his girl. i said no, because i'm eating at my mother's.......bad move. it's 11:15 and there already was a fight, and i relized my place in the family, low real low, right after the fucking cheese. hmm lets see, aaah yes now i remeber why i hate my family. i'm going to hang myself for christmass.