last night was horrible for me, i thought i was dying i was like crying and felt myself leaving my body i kept repeating dissociatives are called dissociatives for a reason and i had to conciously try very very hard to stay alive, it was the worst night of my life and i will never do DXM again, ive done it about 25 times, and im done now..i still feel fucked up but not as much as i did last night