Strange Days

[lemonboy]

Ganj: Don't be so hard on yourself. Your feelings are not irrational, they're just unique. Don't be so quick to conform. Instead find comfort in who you are and you'll be better equipped to handle yourself when people are assholes.

[Ganj]

Ganj: Don't be so hard on yourself. Your feelings are not irrational, they're just unique. Don't be so quick to conform. Instead find comfort in who you are and you'll be better equipped to handle yourself when people are assholes.

I appreciate your words of wisdom and i'll take them to heart. I found great dis-ease when I tried to change myself. Thanks again, lemonboy. Your helpful words bring warmth to my soul. Once again, thanks.

[lemonboy]

I appreciate your words of wisdom and i'll take them to heart. I found great dis-ease when I tried to change myself. Thanks again, lemonboy. Your helpful words bring warmth to my soul. Once again, thanks.

You're welcome

[DazedandConfused]

man you know i am the same way. whenever i hang out with a few friends, i always just have this weird feeling. a lot like what you described. sometimes even like it's not even me that they want there.

[hihigh]

My point is though, if you are feeling these irrational feelings and are getting paranoid over these sorts of situations then I don't think that these are "true" friends anyway. Marijuana of course helps you see things in a different way, but at the same time can also make you extremely paranoid, heh.

My whole decesion to ditch my current group of friends was that I was having these odd thoughts that they didn't like me and I just felt like a tag along...even after throwing down money frequently and giving them some of my own bud.

I just don't think you should have to go out of your way to gain acceptance. Why should you be forced to do things you wouldn't normally do or assimilate yourself just to gain the liking of them? If you feel like they are being strange around you, they probably are...you are just blowing the circumstances out of the water as you are high when you start noticing these things.. which in it's own right is an extreme buzz kill.

I never ever have these feelings around my friends from highschool. We just click in every possible way, and will be great friends forever.

the friends i ditched...i realized they would sort of "use" me for my kindness..for instance, i would drive one person here and there because he didn't have a car...granted we'd still chat and chill on the way there and stuff...but the only reason we did it was because he needed something from me..another kid asked me to go to lunch with them...at that time i realized that none of there other friends were around and they just didn't feel like sitting along by themselves at the lunch table..However, when it came down to smoking they wanted nothing to do with me. I actually had to go out of my way to see what they were doing and sort of invite myself over..

It was at this point i realized these people probably don't liek me as much as i thought and i didn't feel like being an annoying tag along. so, in short, bye

[Ganj]

I just don't think you should have to go out of your way to gain acceptance. Why should you be forced to do things you wouldn't normally do or assimilate yourself just to gain the liking of them? If you feel like they are being strange around you, they probably are...you are just blowing the circumstances out of the water as you are high when you start noticing these things.. which in it's own right is an extreme buzz kill.

Your absolutely right! I don't have to do anything to gain acceptance, but for some reason I think the only person that was uncomfortable with me was myself.

[daZenfmeister]

I know how ya feel Ganj, dont worry about it if they are talking about you they would say it to your face believe me. Unless they are really bad friends do they insult you alot and steal stuff from you? Do they ever invite you over to smoke?

[Omni05]

Ganj, you're too cool for people not to like

im sure they all feel the same way too, unless you provide them with a reason to keep you around even though they don't like you. Such as group transportation, loaning cash, or connecting them with bud.

[Ganj]

Ganj, you're too cool for people not to like

im sure they all feel the same way too, unless you provide them with a reason to keep you around even though they don't like you. Such as group transportation, loaning cash, or connecting them with bud.

No, not really. I'm a walking-ass, dead-beat, loner mexican.
daZenfmeister, no insults on this end, or anything to steal for that matter. Lately, they've had to rely on me calling them because well, it's hard to get ahold of me at my crib...even though I'm here all day, eh. I wonder how they feel? A friend being absent for six or more months, rarely coming back for a day and vanishing before you know it. I had a great day today.