My point is though, if you are feeling these irrational feelings and are getting paranoid over these sorts of situations then I don't think that these are "true" friends anyway. Marijuana of course helps you see things in a different way, but at the same time can also make you extremely paranoid, heh.

My whole decesion to ditch my current group of friends was that I was having these odd thoughts that they didn't like me and I just felt like a tag along...even after throwing down money frequently and giving them some of my own bud.

I just don't think you should have to go out of your way to gain acceptance. Why should you be forced to do things you wouldn't normally do or assimilate yourself just to gain the liking of them? If you feel like they are being strange around you, they probably are...you are just blowing the circumstances out of the water as you are high when you start noticing these things.. which in it's own right is an extreme buzz kill.

I never ever have these feelings around my friends from highschool. We just click in every possible way, and will be great friends forever.

the friends i ditched...i realized they would sort of "use" me for my kindness..for instance, i would drive one person here and there because he didn't have a car...granted we'd still chat and chill on the way there and stuff...but the only reason we did it was because he needed something from me..another kid asked me to go to lunch with them...at that time i realized that none of there other friends were around and they just didn't feel like sitting along by themselves at the lunch table..However, when it came down to smoking they wanted nothing to do with me. I actually had to go out of my way to see what they were doing and sort of invite myself over..

It was at this point i realized these people probably don't liek me as much as i thought and i didn't feel like being an annoying tag along. so, in short, bye
hihigh Reviewed by hihigh on . Strange Days I'm overwhelmed by this feeling of betrayal... I don't whether to blame it on paranoia or what? I was hanging out with some friends the other day and all was well. Everything was fine until late in the evening. I've been trying to figure out how I could be better company around people because a lot of the time I don't feel like that's what I'm bringing. It's actually really stupid of me because I get allow my mind to get caught up in these simple, benign, comments (made by friends) and I Rating: 5