Quote Originally Posted by hihigh
sup man i had the same problem as you, i ended up ditching them. I realized that they were cool sober but when they were high there true inner assholishness came out. You shouldn't need to feel the need to conform or feel you aren't brining anything to the table. If you are made to feel like that at all you should know something is the problem. If you are around true friends you can just flow, you don't have to worry about if what you are saying is stupid or something.

I just blaze with my highschool friends now or by myself..
In a sense I feel like they're trying to help me. You know how people look back and realize after years and years what a person was trying to do for them? Well fortunately for me I can see it all unfold at that very moment. My friends 'assholishness' is the key to the door I'm banging on. Although even when I realize this my head is still flooded with these dumb thoughts. Am I stupid?