Do you have really cool parents? Well i do and the first time i smoked i felt really bad like i betrayed them. I just couldn't stop thinking about it the whole night, that was my first time btw, and it really pissed me off. What i did was i knew that my dad was a stoner when he was my age and my mom smoked a little too. My remedy is i only smoke on weekends, holidays, or only like once during the school week so i dont become a bonafide stoner. Unless your parents lived in a bubble for thier whole lives they smoked the reefer too! IT WAS THE 60s-70s!!! Im 16 and i keep my grades about an A and they probably wouldn't care if i got caught because i have a good social life and good grades and a job. So if your really feeling bad about it STOP, weed is supposed to be enjoyed no regreted or something that make you feel guilty, just find your own way to not fall into the "stoner" profile by keeping your grades up and doing well in life. I can honestly say when i go to some parties and bring like 1/2 an O atleast 2 people will say "Matt, you smoke weed i always thought you were afraid of drugs." Good luck and please stop if it makes you feel bad key with weed is its a good feeling