Although A former foster parent, I do not advocate the childrens services agencies. I would hope there is at least one adult somewhere that you could trust to help you. Foster care is not always the answer, but unfortunately that is usually the results especially if violence is involved. Is there anyone you can turn to that will help you, not just call child. & youth serv. ? Getting an adult addict help is a hell of a lot harder than it is said! The relationship with your mom is obviously important to you, stay out of trouble yourself so you can be with her. You are a minor, like it or not and no matter how much responsibility has been dumped on you. It is the hardest thing a preson can go through to watch someone you love slowly destroy themselves. Please let reason prevail! I cant say it enough, keep your ass out of trouble and youll be able to stay there and help, kick his ass and youll end up in juvie and foster care where you cant do a damn thing.

I have had you on my mind since I read your post yesterday, I hope you can maintain, man. My thoughts remain with you.