Quote Originally Posted by Ganj
I think there's something big going on with marijuana smokers...and we're somehow out of the loop here. Maybe it's just a select person in every group of friends who bails out. I bailed out, my story gets complicated just like yours, but in the end all it is paranoia. I also have a group of buddies who I used to hang out with all the time. I feel like moving on. Staying on the streets, doing drugs and being up all night just isn't for me anymore. I want more for my future and maybe that's the difference between us? The only times I call my friends is when I need some weed. Some might say that's a dick thing to do, but they understand and if they don't I can help them understand. I do have a friend, Josh whom I can hang out with and not worry about getting all edgy. I'm the only one to blame. My paranoia is sculpting my future...I just hope it doesn't end up all abstract and unclear.
Yeah i agree.. it's hard though sometimes, i used to go out with friends all the time, now i hardly ever do, no one's ever out, or if i ring someone and ask what they're gonna be up to, they always have something planned.
People at college, i wouldn't really wanna hang about with outside of it, and they all live about 5-10 miles from me anyway.. sucks ass!