Quote Originally Posted by st0n3r
probably one of the most important factors in someones life but lately ive realised that a real majority of people i know arent really my friends, i mean they never have the decency to fone my up and ask me 2 come out/invite me 2 a paarty.....its always me ringing them and to be honest alot of crap is going on. u think it wud b a gd decision 2 just 4get about my friends in the town where i live and maybe concentrate on my better friends like a college (in a different town)

but to be honest all i wanna do is chill wiv some friends who smoke (at college) make money from selling weed and just chill n 4get about the everyday randomness of life.

wot is every1 else's friends like? u feel u have true friends uve known 4 years or jus like 2 have some1 there 2 tlk 2??

let me know on ur thoughts.

peace.
I think there's something big going on with marijuana smokers...and we're somehow out of the loop here. Maybe it's just a select person in every group of friends who bails out. I bailed out, my story gets complicated just like yours, but in the end all it is paranoia. I also have a group of buddies who I used to hang out with all the time. I feel like moving on. Staying on the streets, doing drugs and being up all night just isn't for me anymore. I want more for my future and maybe that's the difference between us? The only times I call my friends is when I need some weed. Some might say that's a dick thing to do, but they understand and if they don't I can help them understand. I do have a friend, Josh whom I can hang out with and not worry about getting all edgy. I'm the only one to blame. My paranoia is sculpting my future...I just hope it doesn't end up all abstract and unclear.

Good thread by the way.