nothing is worth that pain, beleave me i have no idea what i was thinking,.
I figure im way better off with out her anyways, considering she bitched at me fer smokeing pot( one of the reasons she left was the fact i was growing it), she knew i was pot head when we first got together and the way i figure it is, she just didnt love me for who i was and thats fine with me cus im a pot head and i dont plan on changeing that.