i would not want anyone ever to have to go thru and do what i do al alone.it is like i am a machine when i have to care for my mom and me at same time,soon a machine breaks down and needs repair if it can be repaired.and i can be one big asshole at times,so getting help even with insurance co,s.i get a hard time by these ppl.i myself knows one person can not do this for 6 yrs and i have with very littler help,but it is my mom we are talking about.not me.mom and dads made us,unfortuntly i dont know where my dad is so it is just me and my mom,it seems to get worse as days go on,so i just smoke my weed to be happy and productave,it does not help with pain.i have tons of pain meds to aleiavate that prob.hell i just even shit on my self by asking a friend to ask my ex if she will move back in with me....desperate moves ,i hope she says yes atleast for a while till i am recooped,,,,