Things I shouldn't see

[ScarlettCrush]

Theres a book in my bookshelf that looks unfamiliar. Black bound, nothing on the spine and big...so I open it and find my ex-roommates journal.
The ex-roommate that left 2 days before rent was due, with past due bills owing me like 2 grand. The one that left my house looking like it had been raved in for a solid week while I was out of town. Meth, bullshit, nastyness, debt, and then she went on to talk shit about me to everyone she could when she moved out.
bad things...
I am so angry now
I don't understand how she could feel that mean about me.
if she felt like that the whole time, then, she was never really my friend
and I thought she was.
I don't know how to deal with that.

ScarlettCrush Reviewed by ScarlettCrush on 11-06-2005. Things I shouldn't see Theres a book in my bookshelf that looks unfamiliar. Black bound, nothing on the spine and big...so I open it and find my ex-roommates journal. The ex-roommate that left 2 days before rent was due, with past due bills owing me like 2 grand. The one that left my house looking like it had been raved in for a solid week while I was out of town. Meth, bullshit, nastyness, debt, and then she went on to talk shit about me to everyone she could when she moved out. bad things... I am so angry now I Rating: 5

[Caruso329]

Did you find out all that from reading the journal?
She sounds like a grade A farm-raised bitch to me.

[STDzRus]

Burn it.

[ScarlettCrush]

lol, I knew about the moving out and sticking me with all the bills and shit.
I thought it was because, she had met this guy a month earlier and he gave her all kinds of meth. Fucked with her head, moved her in with him as some kind of power thing, then dumped her ass a month later.
I blamed him mostly, I guess I should have put more repsonsibility on her.
but it is hard to think that someone you cared so much for would fuck you over on purpose like that, and even be happy about it.
The things she said...where really mean.

[Caruso329]

And make sure to sacrifice a lamb with it.

Wow, that sucks Scarlett. But I've learned throughout life that really you only have a few people besides your family (and sometimes not even them) that you can call friends, and can actually trust and rely on.

As of now, I have maybe 2.

[STDzRus]

Maybe it was just the meth..I know what that stuff can do to you firsthand and it's not pretty.

[Towelie4202005]

but it is hard to think that someone you cared so much for would fuck you over on purpose like that, and even be happy about it.
The things she said...where really mean.

I know the feeling. I was in a similar situation before with an ex gf. It can be amazing how different a person can be when you think you really "know" them. Also, words can really really hurt, to the point of making you hurt physically even. That really sucks that you got screwed out of money and treated like that. I don't know how anyone could ever do that to someone they consider a friend or even just an aquaintance. Very sad indeed.

[kiwi]

Scarlett as you know m8 METH does some bizzare shit to ppls minds. She wud not have meant all the nastiness towards you but they need someone to blame shit on and usually it someone that has been good to them. I know how things like this can really take its toll on a person but you just have to remember that you are a good person and you don't need to take other ppls shit on board. :thumbsup:

[nickx760]

post the entire journal, with her full name, everything, she will be famous at cannabis.com

[ADaisyChain]

I'm sorry to hear that. People can be jerks. People can so rarely be taken at face value it seems. I'm really getting annoyed with people lately. No one just says what they mean, they only say what they think makes you most comfortable. At a friends house recently his dad told me and the people that were there that people just walk right in at his house and that I can just help myself to his food and all this really homey comfortable stuff. And then I try it. I open the door a bit and say "knock" two days later and he says "Excuse me, you don't just barge in. Knocking would be appropriate" I was just like "uuhhh, what the fuxorssss.. your a bullshit artist" but what came out was "sorry, I'm leaving, I don't think your sons home anyway."

Take comfort in the fact that she was a nasty meth head, and that odds are you're more intelligent, more attractive, more self-confident, and more in control of your life than she'll ever be. Your my biggest cyber crush. -laughs-