There is no such thing as time.. but thoughts only exist in time.. so if all your tools of understanding come from your thoughts.. you have to believe in time... and defend somthing that is not real.

stillness..stillness will open a portal for you to see life without time.. it requires one to take their awareness out of the mind and put it on the body.. and then to hold the body still... it requires more focus than anything you have ever done or imagined.. if you take your awareness off the body even for a second, the mind will start is chatter... which is fine as long as you are aware, that you are not your mind