I feel guilty if smoking rather than doing something I should be doing--like studying for an exam I'm not prepared for. In fact I was feeling really bad about it up until recently because I've always been a top-notch student and was noticing my grades starting to slip a little. Just smoke on the weekends or when you know you have nothing important to do, so you can feel good about it. To me there's no point in smoking when I'm in a bad mood. It just doesn't feel right.
Shai Hulud Reviewed by Shai Hulud on . do you feel guilty after you smoke? Lately i have been feeling guilty after i smoke. This could come from the fact my grades are dropping and i might be able to make varsity this year on the basketball team. But, i just feel bad after the high is over, and yet i continue to do it. Like tommorow for example, im going to read to like 1st and 2nd graders for a field trip and we get to drive ourselves and i know im going to get really high before i do it and i already feel bad about it. I think Im going to start to cut down on how Rating: 5