Quote Originally Posted by ScarlettCrush
and poboy it is all good, just be nice and it will come back to you. The cheating thing hit a nerve, the first man I fell in love with, cheated on me constantly with skanky ugly ho's and I never understood why he would hurt me so bad, just to get his dick sucked by some fat ugly chick.
Well, Scarlett, I seriously believe some of us (a lot of us)---simply cannot help ourselvez....That is the nature of a man, no getting around it, married or not....anyone with a retort to that is a bold-faced lie....But now, there is the issue of control, which most of us have none......My wife thinkz I have a sex addiction....I just have a weakness for cute white girlzlol....I don't know, maybe because it's something new to me, I just started dating white chickz on a regular basis not too long ago....lately they've been throwing themselves at my feet (even if they don't know who I am at the time)....I got a big problem saying "No"........Got in this morning about 5am, she was waiting on me....I fucked up big time, man she found a video of me and this OTHER chick on the computer (how in the HELL did she find THAT shit???!!!)......So now I'm in the doghouse *again*---to be honest she isn't THAT cool with it--she just tries to tolerate it cause she loves me so much--I probably don't deserve her--then again come to think of it ---I probably do----lol!!! I GOT A PROBLEM