I remember the day i had my awakening. It was in May of 1994. I was fed up with life, comtemplating suicide, had actually tried it and at the time felt a cold hand like power cover my heart and decided noway was any cold hand getting my heart!.

I remember a phrase from my childhood " in the name of christ get behind me satan". I said that out loud, I was flooded with a light and warmth that was so powerful it moved me to tears. at that moment i woke up and started to live and stopped dying.

I had started smoking weed a year before because it helped to ease the pain of life, the experience so startled me and i wanted to know if it was real or imagined i didn't smoke for a week and the warmth and healing i felt stayed with me for 7 days. Weird, made a beleiver out of me! I am still visited by that power occasionaly, it trips me out but also comforts.

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greenfrog Reviewed by greenfrog on . When was your awakening? or are you still asleep? I remember the day i had my awakening. It was in May of 1994. I was fed up with life, comtemplating suicide, had actually tried it and at the time felt a cold hand like power cover my heart and decided noway was any cold hand getting my heart!. I remember a phrase from my childhood " in the name of christ get behind me satan". I said that out loud, I was flooded with a light and warmth that was so powerful it moved me to tears. at that moment i woke up and started to Rating: 5